Almost 3 years have passed and I can't help me fill my eyes of tears when remembering it.
We had a wedding in London on June 10, on the 9th we were going to go there (14 in total) and Nicolás had a season that was not right, he cried for everything, woke up at night very restless, asked forWater, he didn't want to eat, he was sad and the diapers were transferred shortly after putting them out.Visits to the pediatrician I did not know how many we did, even the afternoon before the debut we went to the emergency room, the doctor treated us as if we were heavy, that the child has nothing, gastroenteritis, a lot of water and patience that will happen.
We went home, we no longer knew what to give him to eat, even gave him a Chupachups and Aquarius for the first time, but he had no strength to take it.That morning began to vomit, agitated breathing, eyes with a very strange expression.We did not know what to do, we did not see it well but since all the doctors told us that it was gastroenteritis we thought that the vomiting would be for that.But at 7 in the morning my mother came home and seeing him told me "Maria is a child is very bad."And as the mothers know so much: ((we went to the hospital. 20 km endless, Nico's look completely lost, did not react to anything, my husband could not drive faster and I without stopping telling the child things so thatHe fell asleep and removed iron so that my husband did not get more nervous than we were going.That after looking at him he took a speech and punctured him on a finger, at that time he changed our lives, although we still did not know.He had given Aquarius (the truth when I gave it to him, he did not know if such a small child could take it) and told me no, that we had to take him to the general hospital that they had no means there.Next we could go on a trip (now I realize the fog but I had no idea what was happening).
The nightmare started immediately, they took Nico to another room, they knocked him down on a stretcher, they started putting tubes, my boy cried, looked at me and I couldn't do anything.They called the ambulance and in the meantime the crane wanted to take our car, my husband came out and the police erre that Erre, who took the car, I do not know how it would wear but in the end he got him to get off the crane although they put us fine.The ambulance arrived and they didn't let me go with Nico, I kept crying and was scared.We went behind with the car, calling while everyone to give the "news" and to cancel suitcases and trips.We arrived at the General Hospital and another doctor was on duty, who had also been in my childbirth, when he opened the Nico card, "walks if this is my lyrics, I have brought it to the world."It was the one who today is Endocrine of Nicolás and to which I am so grateful because he "returned" to bring to the world and that I can never return everything he is doing for our son.
He confirmed the diagnosis Diabetes Mellitus with severe ketoacidosis, and entered the ICU.2 frightful days, impatient to arrive 2 hours a day that let you in.I swollen to cry before entering because then I didn't want my child to see me badly, although sometimes I had to turn my face so that I did not see me.Nududito, in a room El Solo, with roads through all the places of that body so small, tied from feet and hands, seeing their parents dressed in green to the head and very little time a day and with a doll that had been putThe nurses in his crib to accompany him, was very hard.ThenThey passed us to plant, to a room for us alone and the learning began.In those 8 days I did not return home, I saw my other son if they brought him to the hospital's lobby and my husband was bringing me the things he commissioned.I had that half overcome my panic to the needles, although I have not yet dominated it at all and little by little we understood how our son's life was going to be and ours from now on.
Now, over time, I don't see it so dramatic but I am still angry with the one up there for not having chosen me instead of my son.
P.S.Sorry for the testament because although you live it as if everything went to the fast camera, you are so much recorded by the details that I have been unable to summarize it more.