I'm up to diabetes eggs, I say it!If it is not enough to live with the punctures, glycemia, discomfort, schedules ... you also have to endure the opinion of the people ... and normally I sweat it, but now it will be the drop that Colme the glass with my husband.I have never written on this topic, but I can't anymore !!!
I have been a very self -sufficient person with the issue of diabetes, I have already told it several times in the forum that my parents being very small, they told me, "it is your problem you manage" and I have always lived like this, and I have alwaysTransmitted that diabetes will not stop me to do anything.Little by little I have been running out of friends, because I could not keep up with drunkenness (it was to feel judged again and again, that if you are soda, that if I do not know what ... that if I know a diabetic to beTake more fat drunkenness than mine, so if it is true that you cannot leave, almost better not to live .... I have come to listen to burrads of all kinds, that more or less slipped me) with my husband there I had my firstConflict, which is still weighing ... after the weekend after weekend I will stay alone on the couch watching a movie, I said that here ... that he decided, but I was not going to spend my next years like this.So we became the two sosos of the gang and he still weighs of course the selfish was me, because he put diabetes as an excuse not to leave ... (exit I mean, that all those of the gang ended up vomiting ...
Then the sport began, all Guay, when we did "normal things" but suddenly a weekend we wanted to throw 200km by bike, I said it did not go, that I could give me a horse hypoglycemia.That if there was a training behind I could raise it, but without being used to not.Nobody understands me when I say those things, because "I do not look sick" I am (or I was) in much better way than the rest of friends.And if I ever have hypoglycemia I don't start telling everyone, I take a sugar, I take it and follow the activity.So they don't know what I am talking about ... the solution is the same is being all day ayyy what a unfortunate of me .... !!!(What I refuse)
The last is that my husband has relaxed so much, that if I ask him to bring me a juice, he tells me that I get up, that I am sending him all day (I will have a 2 two hypos a week, and I almost never ask himNothing) The other day I wake up at night, and he hadn't fallen asleep yet.And I was very bad.The meter has it on his bedside table, because I have the little one stuck to bed, I say "go, do an analysis that I find bad" and tells me that until the game does not end it does not do it to me, protest, and almostI start my finger from me that he did to me.I did not want to argue at the time, but the next day he told me, "you have to have more patience, you want everything already" that same day, I had a hiccup, my hands were shaking, I couldn't open an energy bar, I said thatI opened it and told me to wait for something on my mobile ... the situation among us is not the best in the world, but this behavior is sinking me ...
I'm sorry for the roll I've released, but I needed it.