I tell you as a relief.
I was admitted 4 years ago when I was 34 years old with very high sugar levels (200/300) and I was a rather neglected person, with aglycosylated hemoglobin12.4 and very overweight (130kg).I was diagnosed with type II diabetes and I learned my lesson from the 'scare' and decided that I had to do something with my life.
I currently weigh 70 kg, in these 4 years with a lot of effort and restrictions I lost a lot of weight with diet and daily exercise, I look like a different person physically. Every morning I currently wake up at 75/85 sugar and myglycosylated hemoglobincurrent from a few weeks ago is 5.1.Someday I can go out for a drink and eat something that I shouldn't (some cake, some hamburger...), obviously, and my sugar rises like everyone else, but the following days I return to my levels of 75/85 without much effort, simply by eating healthy and well.
The endocrinologist already took me off all the insulin from the beginning, the pills and anything that has to do with diabetes in March and now in September when I returned for a check-up and continued with everything the same, without medications, she gave me the discharge, I am 'clean and healthy', or so it is assumed, my case with her is over because I no longer have type 2 diabetes, and you will say, well, congratulations.Well no.
My foot is still knackered, clearly I still have enormous neuropathy, it is always numb and that prevents me from sleeping and resting well for more than 4 hours, I stay awake.No matter how much exercise you do, it doesn't go away.I get small wounds and spots all the time that then take weeks to go away.Recently my gums started to get sore as well as from having very high blood sugar.And with so much weight loss my veins are always swollen, as if they won't circulate well.Every day it is also more difficult to go to the bathroom, always constipated.
I don't know what to do anymore, honestly.I'm supposed to be fine, I've been to a thousand tests and everyone tells me that the results are fine, that I don't suffer from diabetes, but it's as if that damn disease had stayed in my body forever from when it was uncontrolled four years ago and day to day life is unbearable.It's maddening to continue like this after so much.I don't know if anyone knows of a similar case or if there is any way to continue because it makes me want to throw in the towel.(I have managed to get an appointment in January and they will look at my foot again after I have given the impression that it is not fine even though my tests say it is; the most I have achieved is that a doctor told me that I had a small anemia due to weight loss (since nobody knows anything, they blame everything on that in the end and that does not solve anything for me because all my symptoms are from having super uncontrolled diabetes even though the numbers say otherwise).