Since I was diagnosed with diabetes seven years ago, which has been getting worse because I started with metformin, then Toujeo came and, lately, it was HumAprida, I have stopped having faith in God.It seems disgusting to me that there is a God who allows this type of illness to people who really have not done any harm on the face of the Earth.
This life is a fucking disgusting joke, it's a fucking joke in bad taste.Not being able to have a quiet dinner, have a shitty dinner so that later, starting at 3 in the morning, you notice glucose spikes.Not being able to meet friends, acquaintances or new acquaintances quietly for dinner, because they are going to serve you carbohydrates and saturated fats at dinner.
The most disgusting thing of all is that in the hospital they told you: “Don't worry, normal life.”Normal life?That's what they told you: “normal life.”How can you tell that you are a zero to the left for them.It's not that you're a zero on the left;You are the zero to the left of the zero to the left, because the simple leading zero at least gives value to a decimal, but the one to the left of that zero gives value to nothing.
Disgusting.You don't know how many times I look at the calendar and say to myself: “How long do I have to die?”I have too much left.