Good morning,
Surely there is no easy solution, but I look for some advice from someone who has gone through something similar or knows how to help me.
I have been with diabetes in my backpack for almost 10 years (type 1) and the first years was not bad, but for a while to this part, and following a couple of scares (without losing knowledge), I panicked hypoglycemia.This has made it quieter in 200 than in 90, you know.It goes without saying that I use free with all possible alarms.But for a couple of years here,I'm clicking after meals(unless it is very high).This makes always a peak at all meals even though the postpandral is fine.And I do it because I see that it is easier to advance to a possible hypo if I see the graph fall from 250 instead of 120(I have more margin of maneuver, of course).
That is, if for whatever I have not calculated well (or you know what other factor comes into play that day) and I see that it starts to go down half an hour to prick (still missing the top effect of the apidra that is on the time) but I am in 250, the anxiety is controllable;As something else and ready.But if it were in 120 and the graph shows a trend down and the maximum effect of insulin is still missing, I shit alive.
I have spoken with a couple of different endocrine and we tried to reason about the insulin curves and the speed of absorption of hydrates, but it is impossible for me to manage that fear and it is hard for me to prick before the food to avoid the beak.
For the rest, I think I understand everything related to rations well, I tell everything well (not always, of course) and lead an orderly life and I do not deprive myself, but the fear of hypos conditions my life yes or yes.
In spite of everything, my last Hemo was 6.8, which is far from being ideal but it is not the disaster that one might expect to see that conditioning the hypos about me have.(Hypos that I almost never have, of course, that's the fucking: D)
Does anyone have any advice?Any explanation about the absorption of meals that helps me take out fear?Someone who tells me that if I take a cocacola no matter how much insulin lacks to reach its peak, that the cocacola prevails: D (this is what I did not know to say the endors:/).
Thank you so much!