Hello,
Today I come to seek moral support (more than advice).
These last weeks go several times that I forget to put the slow insulin and as a consequence, I spend it over 300 those nights, and for the day, it is hard for me to get out of 200.
In addition, for several months, I feel that my ratio has changed and I smell a lot more insulin (1'5 or 1'6 for each ration), and that I put 30, which I think is very much.
Nor do I consider me to eat badly, I just don't usually restrict things because I feel that I would end up developing a TCA with food and I don't want that (I do not hit chucheías or anything like that style, or like almost anything between hours)
I know the things that I do wrong, to forget the insulin is fatal, but in recent months I have had many personal problems and I am very depressed, and added to the whole issue of hyperglycemia, I feel even worse.
I had a glyc of 5'6 or so, and now I mark a 6'9 glyc, and I am scared.
I know it is something that I can change with effort, but what I said, I do not come here to look for advice if not to vent a little and hear your similar experiences.
How do you encourage you in times?
When everything seems to go fatal around and to top it off, you have to take care of this happy disease ...
I also wanted to ask if you think that the ratio I have is too much, and if 30 basal is a lot ... I have no diabetic reference in the family or among friends.
In case it is, I am 23 years old and I have been diabetic for less than 2 years.
I know that I have a lot ahead and that this will improve, but I need some support and your encouragement ...
Or at least for your experiences and not feel so alone.
Thank you very much for reading, I don't know what I would do without this forum ...