Hello everyone!
I just wanted to count my experience with the diabetes that has led me to be in the current situation ...
I find myself in the hospital, recently operated on the right foot, of which I have amputated the first finger and the fifth, where the greatest support and balance of the foot is.
In winter I fell asleep with the button of butane on (something really surreal) and my foot burned, with serious wounds that have come to create an osteomyelitis which has led to the amputation of both fingers.
This year really serious things have happened to the bad control that I have taken for years of diabetes ...
A month ago I also suffered a vitrea hemorrhage that took me a lot of visibility and they have already had to put 2 injections in the eye so that an edema is not extended that have seen me that can be blinded ...
A week ago I had a sugar rise (to 300) without understanding why, but suddenly I started seeing cobwebs and a liquid floating in the eye, so the same thing happened to me as in the other.
I have always lived my life crazy, I like to eat and I like the party and drink.I consider myself an active and healthy person, I have a lot of fruit and vegetables and I like pasta too.But of course, I have never had the awareness of controlling the amounts I consumed ...
As with bread.When I go for a drink with my friends I like to have beer, drink that seriously affects the blood glucose levels ...
I have always said that I preferred to die with 60 or 70 years but live life as I would like, without being enslaved by diabetes ...
Now I regret so much that I have always said ... I'm starting to scare myself with everything that happened to me, besides that it is not the first time I have a warning.I already had a diabetic coma for bad control a few years ago ... I feel that this time is like a final notice, take care that next time it will be worse ...
I just wanted to share my experience ... Diabetes is a demon ... I don't get another adjective, it seems that you are fine but it kills you little by little ... I am aware that I have looked for all this for not having beenresponsible.I have never wanted to live enslaved by a disease and diabetes deprives you of many things ...
I wish I could go back and do it differently ...
Now my goal is to take care of myself ... and keep making a normal life although at first it costs me to walk a little ... I know that this will make me stronger and more aware of what I have.
All the best!