S3FOZ97 that we feel bad when we go through that "black well" of depression.Of that kind of depression that makes horrible things speak, such as thinking about death, but we know that once we vent, we actually understand that it was not so much.
Look, .. I do not suffer from diabetes, ... I only have fat and old age, but if you look at my signature you will see that I have a fairly sweet and seasoned family with other things.
You are extremely young ... at least, seen since my years:-\ ". My youngest daughter went through the same at age 12, she debuted at 4, and for that time, she was the only diabetic in thefamily, .... It cost us enough to see life differently.
I think that the problem we all have with respect to diseases or other situations is that we focus and focus so much on ourselves that we do not see around us.We do not see that others also happen, so ugly or uglier than ours.
Look, when loneliness was born, I soon noticed something strange, I don't know what, but I knew that something was not right, doctors and family treated me as if I were crazy, because so Sole is a severe and irreversible mental disabled, ... I believedThat I was dying, I got angry with God, and with the same life, when I took her to the hospital, I saw so many worse things than my daughter's, ... that you believe or not, I ended up giving thanks, why I would have touched only thatdisability.
Between the birth of Soledad and Anabel, I lost five pregnancies, I lost them about 4 months of gestation and the last to 8 months of gestation, ... Imagine how I was, nor that they would talk to me about God and it was when I saw when I sawSomeone pregnant, ... but you know?... I had at least one daughter !!!!!, ... Many women are the same and they can't have biological children, ... I did, I already had a sun, and after that lastHorrous loss, ... With the help of my gynecologist, we managed to bring Anabel to the world.... and healthy !!!!!!, .... It was wonderful, ... until he debuted with diabetes, and again depressed and hate everyone and think that I could not overcome it ...And you know what ,,, we surpassed and continued, ... until Sol debuted and ... again the depression, .. ask why she !!!!!, who already had enough with her disability ,... but then I thanked that it was only diabetes and "enlarged why I already knew what had to be done" ... hehehe ... what nonsense no ?, ... and .... later my husband debuted, which is denied and all it does is get the controls, the insulin I have to inject it, because he cannot do it, he begins to tremble and becomes very rigid, ... and you know why, whyIn December they diagnosed him with the syndrome of the rigid person.
There are times when, without having any visible disease, I feel like you, ... but I can't afford that feeling, ... because if I get depressed, what example I give them at home that I am alwaystrying to see the brightest part of life?
Boys, moms, dads, ... there is always light on the road, there are times that we have to strive to see her, ... Well, it's tiny sooo, ... but the light is persistent and if you look good ,... you will always find her.
As I always say ... life is beautiful, ... let's live happily, ... choosing how to live it, is always our power, ...
I love them.
Por orden de debut:
Anabel a los 4 hoy 25 años
Soledad a los 19 hoy 31 años, discapacitada mental severa e irreversible.
Mi marido Abel a los 59 hoy 62 años
Todos insulinodependientes