Hello everyone,
My name is Carmen, I am 42 years old and I started with type 1 diabetes a year and a half ago.So I take you reading all that time, but I have never dared to greet or comment here,
Today is the day.And why today?Well, I'm not sure, the truth is that I don't wantHigh voice to this disease.(It is clear, right? ... I want to let off steam with someone who really understands what I am talking about)
And yes ... I'm "jarta" (as we say in my land), to prick I don't know how many times a day, to look at people how an ice cream, a pizza is eaten or a beer is taken with its corresponding cigarette.I am also tired of making continuous efforts each and every one of my days for carrying a recommended diet and that still does not always go well, that has high or low values ... without any reason appears ... and my headGo and go ... "Let's see ... but what have I eaten today? I have punctured right? I have forgotten? That no ... that no ... that I have punctured myself, and how many units I have put myself.... but I have eaten the same as yesterday ... and today !!!! .... etc .... etc .....
In addition ... channnnnnn ... all the clothes last summer .... cha channn ... that is hyper small ... but how nose is this possible if I do not take a damn whim, fried potatoes, french fries,Ice cream, candies, donuts, beer, drinks,?It is really only the hydrates (the piece of bread with which I accompany my meals and I say Trocito) that it is supposed to have to take in all the meals so as not to have a hiccup has put these kilos me or is it that the insulin fattens?Come go ... I take nuts ... but jolin some whim I will have to have ... pistachios, nuts, almonds ....;)
Well, nothing happens ... I'm going to look on the Internet and I'm going to try to have a diet ... total ... I just want to lose a few kilos ... Of course .... I started at night ... ReadingAnd reading ... rations of HC, glu value ... I don't know what ... and well ... Well, I started crying ... and remembering when I was not diabetic ... and I thought when I startedWith this disease (Iluse of me) ... "Well ... I will not eat of what I like ... but ... I can put my bikini so happy and happy" ... Well it seems not .... You also have to make triples more efforts to be on diet and also be a diábetica ..... the thing is complicated more and more ... my mother !!!
And now when I read the text it seems that what happens to me is a nonsense and that I have no reason to be like this ... but it happens to you?It is the accumulation of measurements, and decisions to be made throughout the day ... and all day, and another day ... and think that it is all life ... and that before was it so ???I don't know ... you understand me ... because I believe that only a person who is diabetic can understand him and that ... just that ... he has made me write today ... why I don't always feel understoodWith what I feel with this disease ... because "after all is just a little pin and that's it, right?":)
When I go to the Mercadona I will avoid in addition to the halls of sweets, ice cream, potatoes and "several mariconades" ... I will not pass through the street of nuts .... I do not know how I will ... they are next to the boxes....... ummmmm
I hope I haven't depressed you a lot at night ... Tomorrow will surely shine the sun again ..
Sweet kisses to all!