I need help

Hi how are things?I hope you are all more or less good ... because I am not.
First of all, I don't want to bitter anyone.Nor do I intend to be sorry, only someone helps me because I am having a fatal.
First, I'm 16 years old.And I am a diabetic since the 13th, that is, for "recently" taking into account that there are people who have been decades.
I have 8.8 glucosylated hemoglobin and I am focusing a lot to lower it, but I find it quite difficult because I take some medications whose side effects are, among others, that sugar goes up ...
The truth is, I am tired physically and emotionally.Every day I think of committing suicide by giving me a good fast insulin chute, I already tried some time ago and luckily (or not) they took me on time and in a few words they saved my life.
So, I have interest in knowing your situation, as you have, or your family or friends the day to day and if there is someone who is as extremist as I ...
Of course, thanks.

Well, I have 16 years ago that I was diagnosed with diabetes and for now every perfect one you will see when I have the refered one that every year in winter

Welcome to the forum @nacho_99, the first thing telling you that you are calm, that you encourage, that here there are many people in your same situation and that we have better and but it is, but that everything happens, it is a question of time !!

I have good and bad controls myself, it's normal, it happens to everyone, but that has not prevented me from doing everything, enjoying life and having family (2 wonderful daughters), so I encourage !!!

Ask here what you need, from tricks to get it better, to experiences from other foreros and share what you want, you are more than welcome !!!

A huge hug for you !!;)

I think that all people with diabetes are tired of this but we must not leave and suicide should not be an option you will see how little by little you will control it

Hello again, thanks to the two of interest.You have been very friendly.I hope to see us more here, I liked this forum !!

@Nacho_99 I am diabetic since the age of 14, 29, sometimes I have spent times of much tiredness and exhaustion and wanting to stamp me.But there is always an illusion to fight for, there is always something.Look for it and you will see how you find it.

@Nacho_99 You are very young, you have a lot of life ahead, take advantage of it that although this is shit if you fight can be thrown and do everything, always with more effort than a healthy person, but you can.

Many people in their lives have to fight for one reason or another.Throwing the towel is a bad solution.You would stop living many great things that are waiting for you.cheer up!

I can perfectly understand Nacho, diabetes and its consequences you need to be miming it every day, it doesn't leave you rest.But you have to differentiate what you feel if it is for diabetes or it is for other things, it is important to mark these distinctions.

I am 3 years old more than you ... and I have to tell you that every diabeticcompletely normal life, always taking care of me but a normal life.Much encouragement and any questions you have here we are for help

Above that mood @nacho_99, we have all gone through moments of those in which you think about sending everything to take for the c ... but in the end I believe that we and the parents of children who have diabetes are psychologically some watchmaking machines becauseTaking this one day and another is also very difficult and not anyone could bear it ...
One advice, do not eat your head too much with glycosylated hemoglobin that in the end we seem slaves that a number or another comes out, try to take it in the best possible way but without going crazy ..

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Do not let yourself be overcome by the "silent illness" Nacho99 .Haz sport, salt with friends, focus on some activity;But above all do not let yourself be overcome and much less take your life!

@Nacho_99, don't think about nonsense;man!!!And go a lot in this new "adventure" of living with Diabètes !!!This disease is only for brave and you .......... You are one of them!Very soon, you will tell us wonders !!!

Thank you to all for the interest you have put.I am encouraged to know that there are people like me, who have diabetes and continue to fight.Again, thank you very much !!

I am 19 years old, I was diagnosed almost 1 year ago, and it is not for victimizing me, but I believe that for my lifestyle, if someone should not have touched the diabetes, it is me.At first I could not believe it, I swear I had reached such a point of madness for the food that the world fell down, but little by little it is overcoming, and even helped me realize things that I had never realized,Ironically, diabetes woke me up and now I enjoy life more than I enjoyed before, if I overcome it, anyone can, luck and encourage.

Hello @nacho_99 ... how are you now?

Hi @Nacho_99 I hope you are calmer.I tell you the same as @Andresito: Thanks to my type1 diabetes I am healthier than ever: I have discovered a sport that I love (swimming), I take great care of what and when I eat it, I have stopped eating wardrobe and drinking alcohol(Although I do not give up my glass of wine or my cane), I have discovered vegetables and fruit ... come on, I'm healthier than ever!And I was on the very bad way: I had 20 kilos left, ate very bad, and the only sport I did was stand in the subway.But I have to tell you that I perfectly understand the feeling of wanting to throw in the towel.The towel, the bathrobe and the entire tablecloth ... In my case, the disease has arrived late, to my thirtymchos, and if I had suffered it as a teenager, I am convinced that I would have taken it the same as you: bad.So the only thing I can tell you is that in everything there is something good: I have a much healthier life since I am sick, and that makes me feel very good and more alive than ever.I have horrible days, of bad controls, of feeling more only than the one without anyone understanding a shit of what happens to me, and with a lot of mental exhaustion, but there are less and less days of those.So don't come down, boy.

@Nacho_99, suicide thoughts are a serious depression symptom.
You will need an antidepressant to get ahead, but you get out and learn to enjoy life.
You say that you take medication that uploads the glucose, you will need slower, then ...

Much encouragement, that progress will be made that facilitate life and it is worth living.

ceciii said:
hello @nacho_99 ... how are you now?

Very good that @nacho_99 !!!
What a good venture about the blog, when you are ready you pass the name.Surely in addition to helping yourself you will also help others ...
I'm glad you're better for mind!