Hello! Here you have one of the youngest hahaha, well, this morning has given me a 34 super hypo ..
I noticed very strong pulsations but I was not dizzy or anything, well it was also lying that it has been at 7 in the morning, but I have not noticed it so much and Jope Q just ... but I have taken a juice with a littleof sugar and two bollitos and has risen to 170 throughout the morning.
Ultimately, in the difference of my years (although they are few) of control, these last months are being the best, the truth, since it does nothing I had a giant abandonment of that now I regret the consequences that they can bring me, now that II am really putting .. Tomorrow I have the GP, I will ask you for something for anxiety and that sends me directly to the ophthalmologist and an endocrine appointment too, which I stopped going for abandonment.
There are times that anxiety and despair enter me, and sadness, for these 5 years that I have been doing so badly ... but fatal, since I read you and I see that from the beginning you have had everything very good, with antibajosBut controlling it, and thinking that I have been irresponsible and abandoned my diabetes so long ...
I feel quite guilty, of that to be almost 2 or 3 weeks without leaving my house or going to the institute, doing exams but missing a lot (I've been well bachelor, but I had never missed so much) and that's why I am depressive, I am depressive,I have thrown days without eating (I ate at its hours but little, with no insulin, and the truth has not given me almost any hiccups, only fasting) and the truth is that it is too negativism for the age I am .. That's why, In this bad time I discovered this forum and I realized that I am not alone, I have read a lotIn addition to having answered the issues that I have uploaded too.
I know that I am writing a lot, but I am trying to let off steam and also for someone who feels like me .. I think it's not late, it's just 6 years that I have been wrong, why the rest of the years I have leftTo be able to take them well?There are many goals and goals (in addition to losing weight, approve baccalaureate and get my law career) and I plan to fulfill them.
And well, although I am young ... to tell those people who feel demotivated not by their illness, if not by their diabetes, or those that are something new for them, that everything is learned, and that if life has beenGiven to you, because you consider that you are brave enough to face another adventure!
And also and above all, in the very very positive part, you can even take it as a game ...
I am very sad to have realized this and reflected now, over the years, but better late than ever.Well tomorrow that, that I have the header and see that the ophthalmologist tells me, I hope that I do not give me bad news is what I ask ... and that my spots and that is something normal and can keep my sight for a long time.
Thanks for reading this and encouragement !!!:)