@Muerto_Vivo is not a comfort but many of us go through yours.
In my case, depression lasted 4 years, 4 years of weekly psychologist, of not finding a way out, of living in passing, by inertia, without wanting to do anything.And when I finally left the tunnel, Zasca, type 1 diabetes.
I do not know that it was those 4 years of therapy, but I did not take it so bad, I accepted it and moved on.Last year they operated on Cancer and yesterday the doctor in the review gave me congratulations to carry it so well.(But I have an appointment in 6 months for piomas, which I will have to operate again ..... Arjjjj) I think like you, better a cancer than a diabetes.Since I am diabetic, the rest of the diseases see them in another way, there is treatment, then, nothing to throw and follow, without giving more importance.Maybe I banalize too much, but I have changed since I am a diabetic.
I also have to tell you that I live better than before and I do many more things than before: change of work several times in the middle of the pandemia, new couple, I travel much more, I do sports (I hate but I have fond of Walk At videosHome), I go out with my partner's friends, mine do not live in my city and it is more complicated.I do not stop a weekend (I would need to clean the floor and rest but ...)
Before I lived alone and I spent whole days without leaving home, house-work, work-work, now with that you have to do some exercise, I force myself to go for a walk but it rains and I return a little more renewed.
The low days, like all, total, why not die?I have no children to bequeathing anything, my parents have dementia, my brothers have their families and problems, we see little and talk less;Come on, I do not contribute anything to my environment or to society (if I read my psycho, I get tibor to pills :)) Well, as simple as I want to visit several countries, cities, go out with my partner to dinner, to the cinema, of escape, to the beach we love, to try my same challenges that I would not have imagined before (for example, 6 -hour hiking route), then perhaps it is no longer worth following, but surely by then I will have 80 and ofyears.
Lada enero 2015.
Uso Toujeo y Novorapid.