Hello!I update this topic a little and my half-friendship with "Antonia" (my Ypsopump bomb).
I've been with her for 13 days now, and I'm going through many phases (like grieving) but spoiler: although I'm giving her many opportunities, I'm already halfway to accepting her.I know.
💉Sometimes I feel like I have less freedom than with pens.TRUE.But it's also a pleasure not to get pricked (especially at dawn) and there are times when I have to touch myself over my clothes because I don't notice it and I think I've lost it (I think this is a good sign).
Even so, I have to be careful (it depends on where I take it to go to the bathroom, change at work... I have pulled it a few times, and I was surprised that the adhesive holds.)
I still have to face doing sports (I have walked, a lot and well), the beach, and some events.But day to day well.At work (I am a healthcare worker) I forget about it sometimes and I am with my patients up and down making effort and effort and the constant fear that I had that it would not infuse, the tube would bend, etc., has almost disappeared.The movements I make are now more natural, hahahaha.
💉I'm still changing certain values, because they give you the pump with a guideline, but you have to adjust it.The endocrinologist and the algorithm have been and are conservative and cautious... They prefer the hypers to the hypos.
I have an appointment in a month, and I can't wait... I have always been very active in my regimens with pens, why not with the pump?(I'm being cautious, yes).
It's as if I had received a suit in my size, to which certain adjustments still need to be made to make it fit.'
The algorithm begins to be effective 3-4 weeks after use.
💉Sometimes I would throw it out the window.YEAH.
I have felt a little cheated, a little scammed... And other times happy.
And I caught it at a time of incredible wear and tear on the pens (sleepless nights for a couple of years) and I thought this was the absolute and immediate solution.
At first the novelty factor creates a lot of perspective, but then you see that Diabetes is there and oh surprise!On top of that, you have a machine that is a little silly at first, what do you say, and for this I carry it around all day?
But I have to cultivate patience."Rome was not conquered in a day."At times I have had numbers that I consider a scandal, but I am also having better nights in general.
💉I still have Diabetes, MY Diabetes, only now although I know it inside out (although sometimes it does whatever it wants and leaves my mouth open) I have to treat it with another "treatment" that I have to get used to.That it is managed differently... and that surely when I climb this whole mountain of new things, it will go better.
I have good times, and bad times.It's not as easy as putting it on and haha!
Sometimes I don't understand her, sometimes she doesn't understand me...
It's been 36 years with feathers, and it's a big change.I want to leave this written here in case anyone feels or may feel identified in the future.
This is not the cure, this is not an artificial pancreas connected to your brain.That's what many people believe now when they find out that I'm carrying a bomb.
"You don't do anything now, do you?"
NO.I keep counting gr.(and sometimes I'm wrong), as it were and sometimes it's an ordeal and "the brown mess", I still take my glucose pills (because there are hiccups), I still sometimes have to take control because there are hypers... Let no one fool you, no one is 100% in range, BEEEEEEERO, I know that the treatment, the numbers and the way of continuing with diabetes and life are going to improve.Here we continue and if you allow me I will continue telling you!