We have been together for 14 years.
It is diabetic since the age of 13.I cannot have a conversation when it has high glucose because it does not reason and is rude and disrespectful.And discuss falsehoods as if they were truths.This situation is unbearable and I am considering divorce because I can't stand anymore, I'm going crazy.
I understand everything but every time it is high for me it is a nightmare and it is affecting my health.In addition, I participate very actively in your care and you don't even value anything.For me to live like this it makes no sense.
I insisted several times when I go to the psychologist and do not want, I told him to try the insulin pump and either.
Many times it is measured and hides it, I ask him and he does not respond to me, but he ended up noticing obviously.Even sometimes he wants to drive the car where we both go with the low sugar and hide it.
The last time we argued and threatened to report it how to hide your hiccups and intend to drive.I even notice his hyperglycemia for the smell of his breath, I'm obsessed.Because I always tell him to inform me of how much he has and how he is and always hides it to me, and it seems to me a totally childish and immature attitude, because if he is not able to control well, the minimum is to collaborate for me to help him.
What I need is to treat it as a child and control it 100% at every moment, and I don't want to have to do that, I am not his mother and he behaves like a small child.
I don't give more about me.We have none of the family or anyone, he hides everything, he has nothing.It is more his family is very macho and he despises me a lot, he sees how an obligation of mine, as a woman, caring for him and enduring him absolutely everything even if I despise me.I am very sunk.
We have both about forty years.
Anyone who understands me or can contribute any idea to solve this situation?
Thank you very much.